THIS SHIT IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I heard of Alessandro through a friend who had worked with him before, and had seen the beautiful pictures he had produced of her. After connecting on Facebook, I thought I’d try my luck with his competition. I’m one of those people that never usually win things like this so my current body image issues were not at the forefront of my mind… But then I won. I felt a rush of excitement and gratitude and disbelief, quickly followed by feelings of immediate regret. What on earth was I going to do with this bag of bones in front of a camera? My skin has been terrible since my hormones got thrown out of whack, my hair has a mind of its own (an angry one), and everytime I push myself out of my comfort zone, I have a major panic attack and about a three day breakdown. What was…

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